Poem for Kellie
I have mortgaged my life, and I’ve wasted my time.
I’ve made many decisions with no reason nor rhyme.
I have valued my love with the wandering wind
That carries no weight yet makes promises bend.
There’s a great lack of faith in what I’ve lived before
The vows made for always are forever no more,
And they never could last as words carved in a stone,
For when I sought assurance, I stood all alone.
Yet, in this, our love, I can warm near your fire,
I can bask in a passion that comforts my soul,
I can fill empty space with refreshing desire,
Let you take my torn pieces and remake me whole.
K_____, you are the rosy dawn of a splendid new day
And I simply cannot find more worthy words to say.
I originally wrote this poem about fifteen or sixteen year ago. It is hard for me to remember which. Of course, I made some changes to it today because I am much more concerned about craftsmanship than I was, and I am not being prideful when I say that I am a much better poet than I was even fifteen years ago.
These words do no quite fit that life that Kellie and I have together now. Old times, rough times, bad times in my life are pretty much forgotten. Still, every day with Kellie is a splendid day, and she has remade me into a whole person, so that part works. Enjoy!
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